Ya allahh..idk knapa bnde nie trjdi..haihh pening..yes the true real story will be like this,mlm tu,mlm 11/8 x silap duit aq ilang..okk aq org first yg prasan duit aq ilang sbb mlm tu mmg rushing nk g kantin..then aq suruh bdk2 nie chexk..same luck mcm aq..duit pon ilang..so kiteorg mcm bengang ahh..aq mlm tu menggigil kot sbb lapa haishh..then esok dpt tau f4 yg buat pehhh panas en hati wa..ish ishh..mlslah nk cite hurmm wa x de mood langsung nie..ermm dh kne duduk umah seminggu bapak bosan sial..tlinge aq nie,3bulan x boleh buat pape erghhhhhhhh..okkk pt3 kan..baik kite study..and im so lucky sbb ade mmber2 yg support wa and makwe wa yg trcinte aduhh..selalu nangis dekat makwe aq..hurmm x reti malu ke ape ekk..but she is my shoulderr huarghhh y.y...yess,klau bukan sbb dir,aq mls nk fikir..aq nk pndh sek..sakti maybe..erghh..tp aq x sanggup nk tinggalkan dia..NURAQILAH ILYANA ♥..aq x boleh tinggalkan dia..mcm mne dngn perasaan aku..huarghh so i decided tu stay je dkt hostel buruk tu erghh mnyampah..mcm biase,every night she call me..hurmm nseb baik dpt makwe pnyayang mcm nie..y.y...bru blaja main hoki..xpe syg slow2..practise make perfect hehehe sayang take care ea dekat sana..i x suke ahh hidup mcm nie huarghhh nk idup aq semulaa...mse kite bahagia dulu2..aku rindu kau..aku rindu kawan aku..aku rindu semuaaaa y.y..

Heyy heyy..youuu..ok so im hre bcs im sooooo bosang u know..okay now let me introduce you my kesayaangan..hahaaahaa..firstly,her biodata..okay..nuraqilah ilyana...she 15..hahaha..but her.ermmm ermm..hahaha tak cukup tinggi but its okay just cute just nice to me..hehee..149..shes aweesome..okayh let me tell the story..dulu die sorang in her fmly but now,die dah ade rizki!iqi mmg noti sejak due mnjk nie..eish padanlah akak die mantap adik pon eish hahaha nseb baik kecik lagi..ermm ntah lahh why slalu rindu sngt2 kt die sejak due mnjk nie..rindunyaa lain mcm tau..lain macam hahahaa...die setia ahh..hahha hntrlah zizan kee..adi putera kee..aaron aziz ke..die ttp pilih akuu hohooooo...well kiteorg bnyk gile secret..bnyk wehh hahaha..die bnyk tlg aq mse kt sek especially about my perangai nakal dekat sekolah hahaha..so ade org kate sweet kapel mehh hahaha..org selalu jeles same kite ..eh takk..org jeles same wa..makwe waa comeyy hehee xp..ermm kami dh planning nak kahwin so skrg tngh kumpul duit hohooo..nk idup mewah nnt..xp..aminn..aminn..selalu buat sy high..hahaha..tp td die yg paling high lol..nite syg sleeptight ea..muah muah..ermm bnyk nk cite nie eish..okk..firstly,yg saya paham pasal makwe sy nie..ermmm haaa die x suke makan ubat..ergghhh susah nk hilangkan bad habbit die nieee hahaha...xpe..nnt dh kahwin i pakse u makan ubat okk..since bile ntah sy suke panggil die maaaa..y.y hahaha alololo comell gituu euu tp best ..well muke die pon matured kan..so x pelik lahh..mama xD..ermm..dan tak suke pulak pergi klinik or hsptl..its sokay syg nnt illbe your doc dekat rumah ea..hohooo..memahami wa..sungguh2 memahami..sumpah..hahahan..tp kadang2,biaselah manusia tak sempurna ye dak?aku bnyk jugak buat sakit hati die..haishh bnyk sngtlah..ishh xpee..aku slow2 cube ubah..ermm makwe sy nie mnje je orgnyaa senanya..manje sngt. Hohooo...nnt kan,org ckp sikit nangis..hahahahah xpp..cute ahh luu..ermm wa senanya suke sngt bile die buat suara manje die tu..masya allahhh hahaha...tp dh dlm 8month ago maybe dh jrg nk dngr suara mbje die bcs kite x selalu otp..aduhh lemah betul saya hahaha..ekhem lagi satu..well biaselah org cntk msti ramai org kacau ye dak?okayh wa mmg nk pukul2 je org yg berhai2 dngn die nie..hahaha but im the lucky one bcs die x layan pon jantan2 x gune tu ergh sial lah..ish kan dh carut..huh..shes my girl lah fu shit crik lah prempuan lain siaa idgaf huh..hahaha..saya cakap je nie ape terlintas dekat kepala hotak ini hahaha..kematian shj yg boleh memutuskan hubungan kite cewahh but im serious noww hahaha..prnh msuk bilik hardcore same2 niehh hahahaha..legend bhaii..couple of the year senjo!hohooo sengal..ermm bby,xmolah amik hati kite gurrau2 ea..hehee..so hari raya..heheee alangkah indahnya dpt naik moto dngn die while im wearing my bju melayu..dh lahh same colorr..haishh...xpe..nnt kite beraya dekat overseas same2 ea..hehehe..hahaaa die pandai bergaya woo..tudung lekat sini lekat sana okayh mmg pelik bnyinya tp lawooo y.y...pndai bergaya..heheee..anak org kayo niehh..even anak org kaye but she pndai fikir cara nk buat duit..okayh shes gonna be a business women tak silap..heheee..respect her..13 julai..hey dh setahun lebih laa..hahaha..sy sorang laki yg akan dtg dalam hidup awk hohooo comeon moka kahwin dngn die...xpp..susah jugak nk win win hati die hahahaha..and finally i can wahhh..dulu en,duluu wa siap nazar auu y.y masya allahh hahaha..nazar..okayh keep it as your secret moka..hehe..ermm semua family saya dh kenal dah yana nie..dah mcm family saya tau.haha..ibu syg die..tp ayah..ermm biaselah lakikan..but ayah still tahu kiteorg still together..hehehe i cant imagine how to pergi merisik wahh hahaha..or bertunang or trus nikahhhh yuhuuuu!!mokaaa...jauhnyaaa y.y..okk ..back to our story..ermm..hati die nie lembut sngt..tp,kadang2..maybe die cpt terasa..or maybe die ad prob yg x nk bgtau sy..ntahlah my gf was pelik sikit hehhe..waaa die pnye ekhem kan..wahhh okayh tats my secret tooo hahahaa...she gives me evelything hahaha..EVERYTHING..thanks syg..her trust,her heart to me yeahh hahaha..and herr..virgin?ouhh noo...u take it back syg..give me when we hv married ea hohoooo..sorry for spoil broken demn english grammar..hahaha..im not good in english. Miss cat aja like a sprinter hohooo die mcm usain bolt..one eyes blink lol..ermm..cat?sorry kath lol..hahahahahahah...funny lol..ermm forget about the pass..dh lepas tu sudah lahh..ouhh no die mngidam nasi kerabu rn!!hahahaha...ouh demn i miss you alelelele,alolololo huarghhhh ...wa cair tau eishh..no one can be like you..i swear hohooo..sorry i x bg u brg2 berharge or yg awk impikan for your birthday..semua ala kadar shj syg..im not a dato's son..hey youre super duper cute!huh..im goin to sleep but i miss her ouh demn..nnt kite KENE pergi karaoke same2 hohooo..pelish syg...i hope..sorry take your time lame sngt bce bnde alah nie hahaha..so..selamat hari raya syg...maaf zahir batin...sy mntk maaf tau. Hehehe..gud nite darl..take care tau..ok dh limit xoxo

hai its raya tomorrow. how fast time flies. no mood for raya. seriously. and idk why tonight im so sad. and i really hope that this raya will not be the last one for me. omg im gonna cry. rileks yana its raya........... cheer up! oh no i cant. im feeling so sad. sejuknya tangan menahan haih takpe happy raya everyone , enjoy xx

hashtag aku sentap. hashtag sejak haritu. entah. yeah its all because of me. sorry. but did you ever feel when someone you love , someone you care , just madly scream at you because of those 'little' things? oh my. kau tak rasa. maybe kau takkan rasa. sebab kau laki. dan aku perempuan. even you're mad. the word 'sayang' for you , aku still sebut. aku nak lembutkan hati kau. tapi sia sia. sungguh kau takfaham aku lagi. bukan sepenuhnya. sakit. sakit sangat aku rasa sekarang ni. taktahu lah kenapa sakit sangat kan. tapi memang sakit sangat. aku taktahan. sakit sangat tapi aku takboleh nak nangis. just sebab ni kau marah aku gila gila? macam ni? belum kahwin lagi tau. takpelah marahlah marah. marahlah lagi. selagi yang kau mampu. selagi aku mampu tahan. takpernah fikir ke? kau dekat pihak aku? kau rasa apa yang aku rasa? ke kau fikir diri kau je? oh god....... you're way different much than before sayang. think again.